Wednesday, January 28, 2009


credit: TiteKubo for the art, myself for editing


I haven't updated in such a long time~
Finals are over, CNY passed, all that's left to happen is aunt's bday, then back to school, shudder.

I want to watch Fade to Black so badly, I was listening to it's song?
Koyoi, Tsuki ga Miezu tomo by Porno Graffiti

Also, Kizuna's song,
No Rain No Rainbow by HOME MADE

In addition, Smile by Lily Allen; yea I know it's old but it describes me so well

"I couldn't stop laughing
, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell"

So far I have roughly 67 dollars from cny, and I haven't even finished collecting yet, oh boy~
Finals weren't that hard, nothing special, actually I like finals. You don't have to do anything all day haha.

Trickster has a Poppuri event, so far we're in stage 3 close to stage 4.


My skin is starting to get better, less black heads. Yay~
Then I gotta start working on my dark circles, and getting a new haircut.

I did the bitchiest thing ever, haha and I don't feel bad about it. Maybe it's me being sadistic, but who knows. Too bad they didn't reply, it would have been so much better.

Friday, January 16, 2009


Doesn't that look tasty? A Rukia Omelette.

Currently Listening to : Bad Boy by Son Dam Bi

This is the Finals weekend, I have to make all my study sheets :X Today's my last day to relax, expect little to no updates this weekend.

Has anyone read the last chapter of Bleach? It made me squee like a fan girl.
Ulquiorra has turned more human, here is some simple math if you don't get it.
Ulquiorra=Arrancar, heartless
Orihime=Human, lots of love
Ulquiorra+Orihime= Ulquiorra slowly warming up to her.
Ulquiorra slowly warming up= Ulquiorra is slowly getting a heart.
Then by the transitive property, Ulquiorra + Orihime = Ulquiorra slowly getting a heart.
But, Ulquiorra slowly getting a heart= Ulquiorra is turning Human, thus making him able to LOVE.
So, also by the transitive property, Ulquiorra + Orihime = Ulquiorra is turning into a Human, thus making him able to LOVE.
See what Geometry does to you.♥

Today was a crappy day, I took all my tests I got it all wrong I bet. Yesterday was such a good day too ; A ;

I want more snacks in this house.
I need a life.

All I really want right now is CNY, here's some more math
Chinese New Year = Money
Money= Shopping
Shopping = Tracy's happy.
Therefore,
Chinese New Year = Money= Shopping =Tracy's happy.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Currently Listening to : Love in the Ice by DBSK [jap. version]




Ahh my stomach hurts so much, it's unbearable, I have so much tests it's unbearable, I have so much homework it's unbearable. I WANT TO BURN BROOKLYN TECH TO THE GROUND. I swear the teachers must enjoy grading our homework and tests or something. Finals are coming next week, and I only have a 3 day weekend to create all my study sheets. Today I had, Part 1 of Test 2 for math, Global test, and a Bio Lab test. Tomorrow I have a biology test, and a part of my chinese final. How the hell does Ogle expect us to remember around 151 chinese characters, translation, and pin yin. I swear I'm about to lose all my hair from all this stress. I think this stress is making my stomach hurt. Heck I didn't even finish my global journals yet, I plan to do them during lunch. There goes another lunch period. I have to start eating...I get fatigued way too often.

At least someone brightened up my day. You guys probably don't know but there's this really nasty bitchy girl in my school, that I don't even know and she was cursing at me and crap. How irritating. So then I saw her and told my friend about her, but he couldn't see her since there was so much people. Then, she got on right next to him, cause that's where the door was, and then he kept saying, "Where's the ugly girl?" and I told him to stop but he kept saying "Noo, not until I find the ugly girl!" I was like in a superr low voice, "...she's right next to you..." Boy was that the funniest moment of the day. I couldn't stop laughing. Then on the b8, he was supposed to go to the library with a friend, and we saw her while we were on the bus, so he phoned her describing what she was wearing and what she was doing, she kept turning in circles trying to find him, he even guessed her underwear color right, haha. After that, when I got near my house since there was a bit of snow from this morning, I drew on people's cars, I drew a smiley face on most of them but this one car, I stuck out my middle finger and pressed it against the snow, boy was that funny.

Now time to shower, that's starting to become my favorite time of the day.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Next week is finals week! So much tests tomorrow, that's why I'm updating so late. I spent the whole day attempting biolab, english, math, and crap. I had to pee again. Of course it was during lovely 8th period, that means no bathroom till end up of school. BUT, of course I gotta walk up to 6th floor then find a girls bathroom that actually doesn't have a 10 person line. I had club today, I started cutting the fabric~ the black cloth had so much freaking static cling.

Not much to blog about today, I kept getting pissed off at everything from homework to people. Let me think of something funny I could put up...ahh I got nothing. Well finals are coming up soon, I only got this weekend to make all the study sheets I can. That means my printer is going to DIE.

Also, I wanna go shopping but I only have 40 right now. CNY♥ means moneyy also cause like 3 days after is my aunt's bday which means MORE MONEY. Yay me~

Busy day so short blog, tomorrow is going to be worse, 8-20 degrees; SNOWING. Love snow hate wind.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Today gradually went from good...to bad. First Mr. TAO was ABSENT, yes ABSENT. Then I went to bio, got a 88.5 on my test, yay~. After that, it was hectic in lunch due to my lack of doing homework at home. Yay me~ Then global was so so, of course I have people there to lighten up the beginning of my period every day♥. After, it was gym no track yay~ I have 7/10 stamps. More yay~ Then it came to Chinese, I presented my story and got a 9/10, now that's amazing, it probably makes up for the recent test that I failed. Then, it was a normal boring ass english class. Then the way home was normal, same as usual.
BUT, on the R train there was this creepy shirtless hobo dude. My sister was stepping on his chinese newspaper and he smacked her, HARD. She screamed and we were like wtf...so we had to stay on the train with a been tai low [crazy man] good thing we're only going for one stop. Then, the D train was there, but my butt of a sister had to wait for a friend cause they were doing a project. Once we found her, the D train started leaving...I was pissed. Then we waited till forever for the darn D train to come, but guess what came instead. THE F TRAIN. Thank god it was running on the D line, so we got home took the bus, I got home by 4 something, could have gotten home earlier :<
So my dad was cooking up something that smelled GOOD. It was bacon+ham+egg+cheese all into a sandwich♥ Damn I'm going to get fat. I was also super distracted from my math homework, and I still didn't finish so I'ma do it some other time since it's not due till thurs. BUT I HAVE CLUB TOMORROW D: So let's hope everything ends up well. Maybe Tao will give us an extra day since we didn't have him today :3 Who am I kidding I could keep dreaming. Now I can take a luxurious shower, and go in with my best friend, THE MIRROR♥

Monday, January 12, 2009

Currently Listening to: Crazy by Son Dam Bi

Today was bullshit. A terrible way to start off the week. First of all, I woke up still with that nasty pimple on my face and some on my nose...the one on my cheek is just so...lonely...thank god my mom bought me some scrub. Second, I didn't know I had to present for chinese today...and I had no story so I had to like argue with the teacher for a few minutes, so I'm going tomorrow. I still need to find a story...and I just want to get it over with. ALSO, I had to hold in my piss cause ogle wouldn't let me go, nor would lau. Stupid bitches...I hope they can never pee any more and that they have to hold it in their rest of their lives. Rawr!!

Me and my sister caught the laughing bug on the train. Some asian lady was grilling my sisterShe kept glaring at us[more at my sister] and used her jacket to cover the lower portion of her face like we smelled or something. [Hey my deodorant makes me smell like soap, so I still smell nice] Also, due to my sister's lack of balance and her stupid reflexes she slammed her whole body weight on her hand onto my chest. Thank god I'm flat. People probably thought we were lesbians...speaking of lesbians I swear some of my teachers are one... On the train some dude was laughing at me and my sister, mostly her, cause she kept falling...she was about to fall off the chair and grabbed onto my instead.

TODAY'S BIO HOMEWORK WAS SHORT! IT'S THE END OF THE WORLDD. I guess I'm done with all my homework since I could do literacy+global+chinese during lunch, or should I say brunch since it's 10-11 ish.

My current obsession: HERO[Jaejoong] from DBSK. Isn't he pretty~ I wish I had his face, it's like a doll. Grr, I want to get rid of my dark circles...they're so scary to look at. I don't wanna use makeup either since, it'll ruin my skin.

I wish I could get bio-oil, but I'm scared it's going to make me break out. I have this HUGE scar from ice skating on my hand, it's healed but left a nastyy scar. D: It doesn't bother me as much as my mole, but it's a bit distracting~
Hero is distracting, I feel like such a fan girl x.x

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Currently Listening To: Gee by SNSD

I really want to watch this movie. BLEACH Fade to Black 君の名を呼ぶ[Bleach: Fade to Black, I Call Your Name]. It's the 3rd Bleach movie that came out on Dec. 13th 2008. Since I don't know japanese, I got to wait for it to be english subbed. I'll probably be waiting until october-december of this year. This movie is going to be so...ICHIRUKI!! "He hugs her with one arm,..." (BleachWikia)
HAHA, take that Ichihime fans. I don't know why but I dislike Orihime, especially the pairing IchiHime, I prefer UlquiHime, it's just much cuter.

This is the number one movie I wanna watch right now. The second movie I wanna watch is 劇場版 NARUTO−ナルト− 疾風伝 絆[Naruto Shippūden 2: Bonds]. Crappy plot but hey, Sasuke+waterfall scene= FANGIRLSSS

I finished the Trickster event in just a day? I got all the items, and yes I got all 50 sea salts.

I still haven't done my homework ;D and I need a chinese story for chinese. Also I have to fill out all 151 words...great...

I don't wanna go back to school, but who does.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Currently listening to : Top of the World : PussyCat Dolls. [I listen to english songs too~ ]

Haha kr.youtube is better than worldwide, suits my taste more. Also I found that they[DBSK] made a chinese version of Mirotic.

link: http://kr.youtube.com/watch?v=MXrSdISJE34&fmt=18

If I write all the characters down I wonder if I could use it for my chinese story :3. Speaking of that I still need one I think I'm either presenting Monday, or Tuesday.

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY. Also, I didn't have track today, just double gymnastics. I did the sit and stand, and you'll never believe this...THE PARTNER SWING! I was shocked I could kick my legs.

Got my height and weight measured as well.
I'm 5'1-5'2 It's different cause doctors says 5'2 teacher says 5'1.
I am at an astounding 117 lbs. I gained a lot, sort of. I bounce from 114-117.

Still need to do homework, but they'll take some time. Also, FINALS aghh D; for chinese I have to remember 151 words,[ and how to pronounce them for extra credit]. So hard...I have to remember how to write it and how to translate it. Translating is no problem, but remembering how to write...

MY BIO TEST, I studied for it and everything BUT the half the stuff I studied off the outline she gave us wasn't on it, that's BS. AND MY ENGLISH TEACHER WAS ABSENT HAHAHA~

Well that's it for today, since I'm not going to do anything but trickster and maybe homework.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Currently Listening to: Bolero : DBSK

Yes! We won, after spamming our principal's mailbox we got the finals moved back to wed-fri.

Ugh I have gym tomorrow that means shitty track again. [passes out] Also getting tested on partner moves in gymnastics. = A =
Maybe I should eat something that day...

I probably failed my chinese test ; A ; and I definitely gotta study for my bio one, which I will once I finish this...the faster I make a study sheet the faster I get to play trickster. And maybe I'll do my english homework.

SPEAKING of english, my teacher is such a butt. She asks us such anal questions, and just because we don't remember those details means we didn't read the book. I READ PAST THAT CHAPTER, I DID MORE WORK THAN I HAD TO. She told us to read it...NOT MEMORIZE IT.

Anyways, it's going to be the Lunar new years, and we all know what that means!! MONEY!! & family. That also means trickster is having an event, whooo go asian games :D

Tomorrow's going to be cold, that gives me the perfect opportunity to try my thigh high socks :3 I'd probably end up sweating in them but at least they'll keep me warm outside.

Not much happened today, so I guess that's it.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009


Currently listening to : 주문 [MIROTIC]: 동방신기[DBSK,TVXQ or whatever you call it ]
~so addictive and boy is Jaejoong hot...


Hehe I wanna learn the Mirotic[DBSK] dance, or even the Nobody[WonderGirls] dance.

Today was just plain crap. I swear my gym teacher is crazy, I have to run 10 laps,(1/2mile I think) in under 4 minutes to pass. Heck I cheated on my laps today I skipped like 2-3 laps. I really need to start eating breakfast/lunch. It's not like I have a eating disorder I just don't like to eat breakfast...at least my body does not like it. It rejects it and sends it all the way down, and no way in hell do I want to take a dump in school. At least I had two stunts to do for the test, and boy the the V-sit hurt...just when I hurt my tailbone the other day.

I had club today, yay? At least I know that I don't have to hand-sew my dress & that we're going to start working on it soon. I'm probably going to enter the show with my own dress in formal and perhaps Gothic.

When me and my sister were going home, it was typical ride except no M train. Then when we got on the b8 there was quite a lot of people. As we were getting off on our stop, I asked my sister, "Are we going to iron the cloth?[for the dress]" she said, "What we're going to hire sloth[sloths are lazy, so think of FMA sloth]? so then I screamed it louder and everyone on the bus became quiet and stared at me. Also, the crappy back door doesn't open. So I was aggravated and screamed, that got more attention. The people on the bus probably thought I was a lunatic...and there were some kids from my school too... =A=

I have chinese test tomorrow D: I'm probably going to fail that. Gotta study for my bio test too, can't fail that can I now. Aghh finals are coming up soon, watch me fail.

BROOKLYN TECH IS THE BIGGEST PIECE OF CRAP EVERR. I swear they give us jewish holidays off...WHAT ABOUT CHINESE NEW YEAR? HOW COULD THEY MAKE US GO TO SCHOOL?!?!" So racist...and more than half of the students are chinese. They better change it.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Currently listening to: Jikan Yo Tomare by Azu Ft. Seamo

First post! Hmm what to write about. If you're at my blog you probably know me then, either from real life, soompi (sillytracii), gaia (melancholicheart) or something else that I'm probably forgetting.

Don't expect too much from this blog, it's just going to be either a portfolio or a rant journal for myself, but if you're interested in that stuff then stay.
Still working on the layout right now, CSS isn't as hard as it used to be.